Creating Kris ~ a young mom blogs…

YM

everytime something negative happens with YM, I just feel like saying “screw it” and pitching the whole thing out. Why put soooooo much work and time and money into something that causes so much grief? Why try so hard to help people and be nice to people and have things just explode in your face.

There is literally a “room” full of people who all know each other *because of me* in the first place, but who all hate me now!!!!!! How on earth does that make any sense??

There is just no fairness in life anymore. I’m so f*ing fed up. I’ve suffered so much, lost so much, and been put through so much. It just seems like it will never stop!!!! Everything keeps getting completely tainted and contaminated from this one triggering issue. It spreads like some disgusting disease.

I am taking a break from the YUM community (since no one posts there anymore, they just post in another community that *I* created but let them have without me being there). And I’m going to go delete people from my Facebook now.

I can’t do this anymore. It just makes me fall apart everytime.

siggies & blinkies

getting back into the swing of things, although I still haven’t done that many since the beginning of the month since my sucky sucky hospital visit…

Haircut!

So I have been thinking about it a while and finally “took the plunge” and got my hair cut really short again!!

It’s as short as it was during my university days as a single mom when Harmony was a bit younger than Avery. Like that picture of me and her that everyone who sees tells me “you look good with short hair!”

Lots of reasons I finally went for it:

It’s very good “toddler” hair, it’ll be easier to wash and take care of, it’s good “post-car-accident” hair (already out of the way for physio and massage!), it’s a good style for my new gained-40-pounds-back figure!, and most of all, it’s a funky-spiky-fun look which helps give me an emotional boost!

here’s a pic…

ETA: Found a copy of the pic I’m talking about (I have a copy on my Facebook):

http://photos-187.ll.facebook.com/photos-ll-sf2p/v171/177/121/782975187/n782975187_2123042_2672.jpg